I am unable to sleep since lat seven days. I found you are very right that you were born as the product of your parent’s entertainment. Your parents had no future planning for you before your birth. Every moment of your life was unplanned and at random decisions.
I remember we prayed God on Janamashtami for a son and after nine months we got you and we gave you name ‘Neelesh’. It is a synonym of Lord Krishna. We were happy to have you. I quoted you as a ‘parrot of a King’ whose life was stored in a parrot. In order to kill that king one has to kill parrot. Similarly you are my parrot. I always defended you.
I was a middle class government servant who always live hand to mouth. But I never left any milestone to give you standard living. I availed all possible loans to get your Masters Degree in Management from States. Today I have collateral loan equal to the amount of the cost of property in which I am living with your mother.
But after seeing your hard work and low income, as you told me, I have no complaints. I am happy you are doing satisfactory with your wife in your field of work. I am giving you unwanted suggestion, please get settled first so that you can give a good life to your child.
I would not like if you have similar life like me at the end. After thinking a lot I had written my ‘Last Will’, if I dies with unpaid loan dues, kindly dispose off my existing property to pay all unpaid dues of the bank. I hope you agree.
- : Science Graduate from Meerut University in 1984. Did Three Years Diploma in Printing Technology from Allahabad (UP) in 1987. Joined DRDO (Ministry of Defence) in Feb. 1991 and working in Middle Management as Project Officer. Completed MBA in 2010 in Logistics & Supply Chain. I have about 100 publications in various magazines related with Stories, Experiences, Technical and Human Values. I am also blogger on Linkedin, I have 78 publications on the said site.